We had a loving relationship that neither of us decided to end nor wanted to end.

The day he died was the most devastating day i ever experienced. The pain of my loss took me on a journey that tore me apart and left me gasping for air.

The truth is I know how to love someone, how to build a life together, and how to endure unimaginable pain and come through it a new and stronger human being.

I was worthy of someone giving me his EVERYTHING! He laid down his life for me. He withheld nothing. He spent the rest of his life with ME!!

Like the mythical phoenix And by God’s grace, I am emerging a stronger version of myself. I am more beautiful, more compassionate, and more resilient.

There is hope for all, it is a gift God wants to partner with you to be an overcomer whatever your trial.

I didn’t write this but I feel every word…

Widow.

At first, I hated the word; after all, I’m too young to be a widow! But scripture reminds me that widows are very precious to God and I cannot despise what He loves. Even when it’s me.

Lately, I’ve been pondering what it means to be a widow. How can I even describe it? It’s so much…. and yet, so much nothing, at the same time.

If you want a peek inside the mind and heart of a widow, keep reading. Then say a prayer for every precious widow and widower in your life. ?

Widowhood is more than missing your spouse’s presence. It is adjusting to an alternate life. It is growing around a permanent amputation.

Widowhood is going to bed for the thousandth time, and still, the loneliness doesn’t feel normal. The empty bed a constant reminder. The night no longer brings intimacy and comfort, but the loudness of silence and the void of connection.

Widowhood is walking around the same house you have lived in for years and it no longer feeling like home. Because “home” incorporated a person. And they’re not there. Homesickness fills your heart and the knowledge that it will never return haunts you.

Widowhood is seeing all your dreams and plans you shared as a couple crumble around you. The painful process of searching for new dreams that include only you amount to climbing Mount Everest. And every small victory of creating new dreams for yourself includes a new shade of grief that their death propelled you to this path.

Widowhood is second guessing everything you thought you knew about yourself. Your life had molded together with another’s and without them you have to relearn all your likes, hobbies, fears, goals. The renaissance of a new person makes you proud and heartbroken simultaneously.

Widowhood is being a stranger in your own life. The unnerving feeling of watching yourself from outside your body, going through the motions of what was your life, but being detached from all of it. You don’t recognize yourself. Your previous life feels but a vapor long gone, like a mist of a dream you begin to wonder if it happened at all.

Widowhood is the irony of knowing if that one person was here to be your support, you would have the strength to grieve that one person. The thought twists and confuses you. If only they were here to hold you and talk to you, you’d have the tenacity to tackle this unwanted life. To tackle the arduous task of moving on without them.

Widowhood is missing the one person who could truly understand what is in your heart to share. The funny joke, the embarrassing incident, the fear compelling you or the frustration tempting you. To anyone else, you would have to explain, and that is too much effort, so you keep it to yourself. And the loneliness grows inside you.

Widowhood is struggling with identity. Who are you if not their spouse? What do you want to do if not the things you planned together? What brand do you want to buy if not the one you two shared for 20 years? What is your purpose if the job of investing into your marriage is taken away? Who is my closest companion when my other half isn’t here?

Widowhood is feeling restless because you lost your home, identity, partner, lover, friend, playmate, travel companion, co-parent, security, and life. And you are drifting with an unknown destination.

Widowhood is living in a constant state of missing the most intimate relationship. No hand to hold. No body next to you. No partner to share your burden.

Widowhood is being alone in a crowd of people. Feeling sad even while you’re happy. Feeling guilty while you live. It is looking back while moving forward. It is being hungry but nothing sounding good. It is every special event turning bittersweet.

Yes. It is much more than simply missing their presence. It is becoming a new person, whether you want to or not. It is fighting every emotion mankind can feel at the very same moment and trying to function in life at the same time.

Widowhood is frailty. Widowhood is strength. Widowhood is darkness. Widowhood is rebirth.

Widowhood…..is life changing

People are usually shocked when they find out we met in August and became an official couple in October and he proposed in December and we were married in June so from the time we first met and were married was nine months. It’s not so odd when you understand that When we consummated our marriage on our wedding night, we

were each other’s “firsts” and remained each other’s “only” to the very end. He was 26 and I was 21. I wish that kind of purity and faithfulness to the marriage bed was normal.

Long but well worth the read ~~~

Now that I am in Heaven, I know that life for you there just isn’t the same. I want you to know that I hear you say how much you miss me and love me every day. Yes, I still hear you. I love you so much too. My love for you will never waiver from Heaven. I can’t say that I miss you because you see, missing you is a negative emotion and we simply don’t have negative emotions here in Heaven. And so, instead of missing you for all of the years that you have left in your life, I will Love you through them. I know it is hard to continue on when you feel you are walking through life without me, but I want you to know that I am right here next to you. I walk through your life with you now, guiding you and helping you along the way. Our relationship never ended when I graduated to Heaven, it is simply different now. Heaven is all around you. Heaven is truly only 3 feet off of your floor. I want you to look for the signs that I leave for you from Heaven. You won’t have to look very hard because I will surround you with signs in so many different ways. You see, I am limitless when it comes to leaving you signs. Birds, butterflies, silly shaped rocks, rainbows, clouds that look like me, electronic mishaps, songs on your radio, coins, feathers, oh I wouldn’t begin to be able to tell you how many different kinds of signs that I can bring into your path. When you see the signs I send, don’t let your conscious mind tell you that it wasn’t from me, because it really was. Sometimes you may miss the signs that I send you because it is hard to see the beauty in the world around you through tears and that is okay, I will just keep sending signs of love until those tears clear. I am not missing out on your milestones or the milestones within our family. I love the way you think of me so often. I think the ways that you and the family have honored me since I journeyed home to Heaven are pretty amazing. Please try not to dwell on the day and way that I passed each day, for my legacy of love that I left behind for you is so much more beautiful than my passing. It hurts you to think of my passing and that hurt is not the best part of me that I left for you. I want you to hold on to our sweet memories that we share with one another. When you find yourself in a day of tears, please just replace one of those tears with your favorite memory of me. I will sit with you as you remember me and enjoy the memory with you. I know you would love to see me in dreams every night as you go to sleep. I would love to be there in your dreams each night as well. When you say out loud, “I never see you in my dreams”, it places blocks in my way because your energy says that you don’t see me. I want to help you with that. I want you to change that phrase to, “ I look forward to seeing you in my dreams in your perfect timing”. It will help you to place this positive focus on seeing me in your dreams when the timing is right. The reason I don’t come every night in your dreams is because you really do need space to work through your grief as well. You see, you are gaining more strength through your grief than you ever knew you could carry in life. Part of that strength is my gift to you and that gift will only make sense someday when you return home to Heaven here with me. We spend our lives there living for our spiritual growth. Some of the most beautiful and strong spirits write some of the most difficult paths and I want you to be so proud of yourself for the life you are living with all of the obstacles you placed within your path. I also want you to know how extremely proud of you I am as I watch you learn and grow from Heaven. God didn’t punish you when I went to Heaven before you. I simply reached my soul’s beautiful goal of growth in life. I reached that amazing goal before you and it didn’t mean that I left you for one moment. I graduated to the next part of my eternal journey in Heaven. Oh, you should have seen it when I got here!! All of our family and friends who graduated to Heaven before me were right at my side to greet me when I arrived! Even the pets that we had long the way were waiting with smiles and wags as I walked into Heaven’s light! I went into a review of my life after I arrived and it was truly amazing to see all of the lives I touched there with mine. I got to re-live my life through the eyes of each and every person that my life touched along the way. It was beautiful to watch my life through your eyes as well. Don’t worry, when you get here, you will get to review your life through everyone’s eyes as well as your own and even through mine. There will be moments you are extremely proud of and there will also be moments that you will recognize that you could have handled differently. But, the beauty of those moments is that you are living and in your life, not everything will be perfect and that is just part of our growth. None of us can take back the things we could have done differently, but we sure can grow from those moments. Of course, me telling you this now gives you an opportunity to look at the days in your future differently so that you will be proud of them when you look back. I didn’t have to make myself a home when I arrived to Heaven because I already had one. You see, I lived in Heaven before I lived there on Earth with you and I simply returned to my beautiful home in Heaven. You will remember it too when you get here. The colors here in Heaven aren’t like anything you have there on Earth! The light that fills the air lifts our souls with love for it is made of God. The Angel’s choir has such a Heavenly sound that it brings peaceful showers of love down upon you all on Earth. The weather here is perfect always. Time doesn’t exist here which is really nice too, I mean we don’t have to run around heaven looking at our watches on our spirit wrists worried about being late for anything ha ha. You see, you can’t place a time on Eternity. We don’t work here in Heaven the way that you all work there on Earth, but we do work. We work on our spiritual growth as we are part of God and we are always working on the beautiful evolution of our Souls growth and strength. Just remember as you walk through your life each and every day, that I am right here at your side. I cheer you on in your times of Greatness and I wipe your tears in your moments of pain. So what if you have a day of tears, I will stay at your side for comfort. I can tell you that I am most proud of you as you get out and live life to its fullest. I don’t want you to think that you can no longer live because I am “Gone” because I am not gone at all. Carry me with you in all that you do for I am here. The dreams that you wish you could have lived out with me in life are still possible and don’t you worry, I won’t miss them. My biggest message of all in this letter from Heaven to you is that I am perfect, don’t worry about me, I Love you, and I am with you for always, I want to see you live life to its fullest, I want to see you catch your dreams and I see you and hear you always both when you speak out loud and even when you speak silently to me in your mind. Someday this will all make perfect sense when you get to Heaven with me so don’t worry that it doesn’t make sense now. Just know that you are a miracle because you are made of God and because you are a miracle, you are capable of creating miracles as well. I Love You…… ??

November 1, 2021 we arrived in Punta Cana on his 53rd birthday, we were celebrating our 25th wedding anniversary, one month later, he was hospitalized for Covid pneumonia,
Before Christmas, the doc said he might be home for Valentine’s Day,
almost 2 months later, he took up permanent residency in Heaven,

I marvel at how someone so unassuming, so humble, who preferred to be under the radar, content to be known as Shari’s husband, who preferred to listen rather than talk, could have a presence so large it fills the whole room and magnetizes so many people because of the ENERGY he exuded, his welcoming smile, the twinkle in his eye and love for laughter, and the unconditional LOVE and acceptance of all people,
he loved even those who wronged him, he Saw the best in everyone and fiercely loved his wife and 3 kids, to know him was to know JOY, he made your hardest day more bearable, he always expected good things to come, and never lost faith or hope even to the very end…

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Part 1 of 5

Today I started my healing journey after 2.5 months of neglecting myself,

I exercised for the first time

(Other than climbing hospital Stairs), I’m thankful for the river trail and to be outdoors,

crying was a luxury I could not afford, all my energy was fighting for his life those 57 days in ICU,

Now I let myself cry many times each day and night,

I only took time for one meal a day and lost 15 pounds,

Of course I didn’t sleep much or remember to take my vitamins,

I quit breathing deep and felt like 200 lbs of bricks were on my chest,

I know what he would want for me, to take care of myself, to spend time processing my grief and ultimately learn to live again,

To love is to grieve,

the greater the love, the greater the hole and pain, but I wouldn’t want it any other way,

I am grateful to have been one of the few who experience True love and to have known it for 26 years,

The loss of all our future and dreams feels like it will swallow me whole,

He wanted to walk his second Daughter Down the aisle and meet the love of her life one day,

to see our son become a man,

to hold grandchildren In his arms,

To grow old together as we had planned,

to grow deeper and deeper In our love, enjoying the fruit of our labor and faithfulness to each other, we had so many dreams, but his legacy lives on in each of us…

Part 2 of 5

My journey to healing continued…

I stared directly into the sunset for minutes while I sang, “Oh, Good Shepherd, I’ll follow where You lead, your steps have tested the strength of the ground before me,

The way may be long, may be wild, but I know You’re with me,

The foothills are no place for me anymore, even BROKEN FEET could not keep me from seeking the ONE who faced death out of LOVE for me,

You said follow me so I’m following.

I let myself feel the love of God and the love of my beloved husband,

After dark, The Texas stars were so bright, he felt closer Somehow,

I was so looking forward to him convalescing and me just sitting with him and nurturing him back to health, I wanted the challenge of fixing all they had broken, I knew it would take a miracle, but that doesn’t worry me, I’ve witnessed miracles, I believe in miracles!

in the end,

Their harmful protocols, malnutrition, dehydration and sepsis 3 x in 30

Days destroyed Not only His lungs, but his kidneys and finally his heart,

I am grateful my daughter and I were with him when his heart took its final beat,

We spent 90 minutes asking God to resurrect him from the dead,

When they tried to kick us out, we poured a beautiful luxurious smelling olive oil and rose oil on his broken and battered body with so many tubes running into so many Machines, the trech into the vent, the nitric oxide, the ECMO blood machine, the feeding tube, the endless drug IVs, the CRRT for kidneys, the tiny room was filled with machinery and beeping sounds, the monitor hookups all over his chest, the bruises all over his body,

Part 3 of 5

I am Grateful he’s perfectly healed and whole and so happy in the presence of his Savior, I know he’s so excited to show me around one day,

I know he sees everything and is part of all I do, I can’t wish him back because it’s so much better where he’s at,

but the loss of our future and all our dreams feels like it will swallow me whole, as my friend who buried her husband and then teenage son said, let Jesus carry your Grief, it’s too heavy to bear alone,

I know his wisdom still guides me,

And I know he lives on In our 3 children,

I am so grateful for my adult kids staying with me for days after to help me,

I’m so grateful for all the love and prayers you all are giving to me…

Part 4 of 5

6 years ago, I wrote a love letter of declaration to bless him, I read it a lot in the hospital and he loved it!

This is the Love letter I read at his funeral:

My beloved husband,

To be chosen and loved by you for 26 years has been my greatest reward and gift from heaven, you never wavered in your trust in God, His Sovereignty, His Love and His Goodness, I never knew you to harbor any unforgiveness or bitterness. not ever.

You always saw the bright side of people and circumstances, your sense of humor and quick wit added to your charm, it was an incredible honor to be your wife. Your integrity built your reputation and is now your legacy; you genuinely Ioved hard work and challenges to solve, your brilliance and intelligence always amazed me, but your wisdom and intuition truly astounded me.

Watching you suffer day after day,

I struggled with why God allowed it and WHAT IF He didn’t heal you.

I found the doubt of a lifetime in the dark places of my heart: can I really trust God with ALL? Is He really truly good? Will He love me no matter what?

I found my peace as I read Ephesians, Philippians and Colossians, I thanked Him that He spared not His only Son and knowing that you and I are safely in His care for all eternity, I determined if He never did another thing for us, IT WAS ENOUGH!!

IT WAS THE GREATEST KIND OF LOVE!

I’ll See you in the morning, Darling, I’ll see you in the morning…

Part 5 of 5

I find no peace in all my unanswered questions, my what ifs and if onlys just torture me, my Beloved is at peace and we will be reunited shortly…

One day I will have answers, until then, I must learn maybe the greatest expression Of my faith which is as our dear friend Raymond says, “TRUST GOD FOR ALL”

My beloved is safe in the arms of Jesus, no harm can ever come to him again,

he is leaning into his chest, feeling his heart beat and he can put his hands in the scars that demonstrate the greatest LOVE of all time, I invite you to trust Him with your life…

the only scars in heaven are on the the hands that hold you now,

First, I would like to thank everyone who was able to join us today to celebrate the amazing life of the world’s greatest father and husband. Of course, as his favorite child, I’m obligated to say that, but I truly mean it. My father was THE best father I could have ever asked for and God knew exactly what kind of man I would need to guide and teach me throughout my life. Second, I would like to thank everyone who prayed and supported us during his grueling medical battle – I know he was so grateful for all the people who surrounded our family, and particularly my mother, with love and kindness and took care of us in his absence. So many people wrapped my mother in love and cared for many of her physical needs which allowed her to focus on being there for my father while he valiantly fought for his life. Third, I would like to thank God for giving me 23 wonderful years with my favorite man of all time.
Each day of our lives is a collection of moments. Moments where we love, moments where we laugh, moments where we cry, and all the moments in between. In some of those moments we’re strong and in some we’re weak but no moment on its own it a true representation of who we are. It’s only a piece of the puzzle showing our past, present, and future. The lives we touched, the lives we lived, the lives we lost, and the lives we created. I have 23 years’ worth of moments spent with my father and even if I had a million more it would never be enough – most of those moments I remember of my dad are him smiling or laughing because that’s what he did. He was just amazed with life and God’s creation and so happy to be a part of this world. He loved tractors, farms, ice cream, pizza, Mountain Dew, and his family. He wasn’t great at communication and we always told him he needed to call us more but we all knew how much he loved us and he was always there when we really needed him – even if I had to call my mom to hand him the phone so he would answer.
I will never have hugged him enough or told him I loved him enough. I will never have learned enough from him or heard enough stories about his life. And while it’s unfair that I lost so many potential moments, I know that I will see him again in Heaven and I will have all of eternity to hug him and love on him and hear him laugh and we can catch up on all the lost time. Some of my favorite moments spent with my dad were spent playing card games, learning how to build things with him, laughing with him, and listening to him tell stories of his life.
I knew that someday I would have to bury my father – I think that every child has that realization at some point. Of course, I thought it would be after a long, happy life in which he got to walk me down the aisle to marry a man as amazing as he was, a life in which he spent time with my children and taught them to give the best hugs just as he taught me, and a life in which I had decades more memories with him and words of wisdom to cling to. Instead, I had 23 years of learning from him, loving him, and making memories with him. I take comfort in the fact that he is no longer in pain and can finally rest and be really and truly lazy for the first time in his life. I’m sure he’s having a great time driving tractors and playing with all the farm equipment with his father and brother in Heaven and I wouldn’t want anything less for him.
He was my first love, my first teacher, my first friend, my first confidante, my first partner in crime, and the first man to take me on a date. Every good thing I am, I have, and I’ve done is a direct result of his and my mother’s parenting and love. He was the one who taught me

the importance of working hard, doing everything I do with excellence, and to love others as Christ loves me. He was there for so many of my firsts and I know that he’ll be there for all the rest of them.
I was his “Christi girl” and I cannot wait until the day when I get to hear him call me that again as he wraps me in his arms for one of his world-famous hugs. As a kid he used to take my sister and I on a date every year on our birthday and we got dressed up and he made us feel so special and taught us what we should expect from a future spouse. It probably would have been easier not to have such an incredible example though, because I could expect less from men. No one will ever measure up, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. He even brought flowers to the opening night of the first musical I was a part of here in Kerrville, and never hesitated to tell me how much he loved me or give me 10 hugs a day. I used to smother him in kisses and hugs anytime I saw him and even when it was extreme, he just laughed me off and couldn’t keep a straight face as he said, “now that’s enough.” Even when he tried to be harsh it was with a hint of laughter and a twinkle in his eye.
As I’m sure you know, he loved to golf and went any chance he got. From the time I was probably 7 years old I was obsessed with driving the golf cart anytime we went and dad was more than content teaching me to drive it and letting me take on that responsibility. As I grew older and more sure of my driving capabilities my golf cart driving became a bit more reckless and I applied my ‘full send’ motto with vigor – pedal to the medal. He never complained though. In fact, he happily let me drive him around and take the turns just a bit too fast or take the long way around to the next hole.
I have so many fond memories of my dad but what I will remember most is how kind and gentle and fun he was. He was always quick with a joke or a smile – even in the face of sadness or hard times. We always begged to spend time with him and go to work with him whenever we could and loved convincing him to run to the gas station for ‘snacks’ when we were out (which was pretty often). He was the greatest teacher and the most patient man I’ve ever met – unless we were playing volleyball. He was a ball hog and I remember many occasions where he actually pushed me out of the way to get the ball. He was also the world’s fastest Nertz (aka Dutch Blitz) player and it was my life’s mission to one day be faster than him – spoiler alert – I achieved that goal a few years ago and it was a very proud moment for me. He was often on somewhat remote worksites without working bathrooms so he would use Mountain Dew bottles as his bathroom and leave them in his truck. Once we found this out, a sniff test of each bottle was mandatory before taking a sip. Somehow this didn’t deter us from drinking his drinks completely but it probably should have.
I do remember one time where he was upset with us though. We were living in Dewitt, Michigan, in the beautiful house that he built us, and we had a garden. I think it was summertime and we had plants in the garden but a section on one side was empty. So, Elisabeth and I were playing our favorite game – jumping on the trampoline after hosing it down. Then we had the brilliant idea to create a mudslide in the empty section of the garden. We quickly set to work spraying down the entire section with water and giving it a good soak before we began sliding down the mudslide we’d created (the garden was built on an incline and made for a great slide).

Dad of course was upset that we made more work for him and destroyed part of his garden. Even then, though, he was gentle but firm.
I came to visit dad in early December after a particularly rough night when he wasn’t expected to last through the next day. I will cherish that visit for years to come because 3 of his sisters went with me and he was so alert and happy and excited to see us. He had 2 good days and we sang with him and told stories and he gave me some interesting dating advice that still makes me laugh. When I left a week later, I told him that he’d better be good and come see me soon because it was his turn now. He’s obviously playing hard to get and clearly did not listen to my instructions but I’ll get him someday – I know where he lives.
To know my dad was to know the true and pure love of The Father. He perfectly embodied 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 which says: Love is patient, love is kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful, it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.
He never held a grudge. Even when people in his life constantly wronged him. Instead he loved. He was never rude or one to say things in anger. He never wished harm on anyone and was quick to rejoice with others in good times and mourn with them in bad. He was so strong and wise and gave the best advice. You know those people you meet in life who are just so pure and true and wonderful? Who are unapologetically themselves? Who are somehow great at everything they do? Always ready with an answer to any question (even if that answer is total bs)? That was my dad. He was truly one of a kind in every single way.
I hope that someday I will be able to love like him and find a love like he gave. And I pray that all of you who knew him keep his memory alive and love like he did – without reserve and without any hint of malice in your heart. He was a wonderful father, son, husband, brother, and friend who made the world a brighter place with his presence and could light up a room with his smile. He was truly one of the good ones and we are all better off for having him be a part of our lives.

Tiny House Artisan Todd Snyder entered his eternal home on January 25, 2022 at the age of 53. His recent medical battle was a testament to his strength, his love for his family, and his courage to face every one of life’s challenges with a smile on his face and gratitude in his heart. Despite his pain and weariness, he was a valiant fighter until his heart failed to take another beat.

Todd was a farm boy at heart after growing up in Michigan where he spent countless hours on a tractor in the fields (this remained his favorite activity to the end and we believe he’s enjoying Heaven’s tractors), milking cows, and chopping wood side by side with his dad and brothers. After four and a half decades, the family transitioned to Texas, where Todd quickly fell in love with sunny winters and the open hearts and arms of Texans, enjoying priceless connections with likeminded believers.

Todd is survived by his adoring wife, Shari, and three children, Elisabeth, Christianna, and Andrew, as well as his mother, Donna, and siblings Lisa, Lorie, David, Stephen, Rachel, Beth, and Lois. He was a proud father who dedicated his life to mentoring his children and instilling the characteristics of Christ in them – compassion, wisdom, integrity, generosity, and a strong work ethic. His ready smile and warm welcoming hugs will be sorely missed.?

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DAUGHTERS OF GOD, YOUR HEALING IS UPON YOU SO YOU MAY RUN LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER RUN BEFORE

I felt this encouragement from the Lord’s heart:

“Many of My daughters have been assaulted for a long period of time by ferocious attacks of the enemy and physical assaults in their body. There have been relentless attacks against them that they feel they cannot run into all I have for them in this new era. They feel their walk is hindered, let alone being able to run. I have heard the cries of My daughters crying out, “God how can I run into all you have for me in this new era when I feel like I am in chains? “My daughters, I have heard your cries and I am not late. I am not late in what I will bring forth in your life. My timing is perfect, and I am now raising you up in the empowerment of My Spirit like never before. You have been to depths you never imagined you would go and the enemy has fought hard to take you out, to take your down and to crush you, but I am declaring that you are rising up now in the empowerment of My Spirit in strength, in velocity and power like nothing you have ever walked in before”

“Who is this one? Look at her now! She arises out of her desert, clinging to her beloved. When I awakened you under the apple tree, as you were feasting upon me, I awakened your innermost being with the travail of birth as you longed for more of me.” – Song of Songs 8:5 (The Passion Translation)

ALL WILL BE RESTORED TO YOU IN A MOMENT

“My daughters, I know the battles have been long and have wearied you but I have been with you in every step. I have whispered to you and My voice has brought you life and strength. I have developed in you in the fire, in the battle, in the lion’s den, a strength that will never be stolen from you. It is a strength in Me that is called endurance. It is a strength in Me that is found in the words that flow from My mouth alone and are not shaken by the words of men. I have brought you deeply into the place of intimacy with Me where the words from My mouth and the words of My heart to you are your life. In you has been established a level of trust in Me that cannot be shaken. It is a confidence in you that has been forged in the fire that REFUSES TO LET GO. No matter what you have walked, the heat of the fire, in the weariness, in the discouragement, in the battle, even when you have wanted to give up, there is a fire growing in you that you haven’t been able to understand that says “I WILL NOT LET GO”. Even on the days you have wanted to run, the fire within you rises again. “I CANNOT LET GO!” That is the work of My hand. For what the enemy has meant for your harm, I have turned for good. He has assaulted you, attacked you and come against you so ferociously and for many of you, you have battled such torment in the dark, that no one knows about, but I KNOW.”

“The enemy has assaulted you for years, but I am going to restore ALL TO YOU in a MOMENT. I am going to restore to you SUDDENLY. I know many of you are so weary, but in a MOMENT everything will change. EVERYTHING will shift. It’s not nice words, it’s the declaration of My heart. I am the God who is RIGHT ON TIME! I am the God who restores to MORE than before.”

NOW YOU SHALL ARISE AND RELEASE THE NEW WINE

“My daughters, you have been shaken, knocked down and hit in so many different ways, but I say unto you now, the winds of My Spirit and the tidal wave of My revelation and resurrection power is crashing upon you now and causing you to arise into a strength and empowerment of My Spirit where you will RUN.

“You will NOT be stopped! You will NOT be stopped! Get your new shoes on for it is time to run in greater velocity. I am increasing your sight in this new era in 3D as you lean into Me and remain teachable, that’s why the enemy has been attempting to hinder your vision. I am releasing CRYSTAL CLEAR HEARING of what I am saying into your life, deep discernment as you lean in and seek My heart, that’s why the enemy has been attempting to fill your head with noise and chatter. I am healing your bodies supernaturally so that you can run in all I have for you and you will run in the mantle of healing. Many of you have been so tormented by a spirit of infirmity, I declare over you today that it will break in a moment. The roar of My power and authority will chase away this spirit of infirmity. In a moment you will be delivered. It will run away like a dog with its tail between its legs. I will cause the enemy to be hung on the very noose he tried to hang you with as I raise you up in power and revelation of your authority to bring healing and deliverance to multitudes. As the spirit of infirmity has assaulted you, not only shall you be healed and delivered, now you shall go forth ministering powerfully in HEALING and DELIVERANCE. The fullness of time has come. It’s the Kairos season. I will deliver, heal and restore you in a moment.”

“Say to those who have an anxious heart, Be strong, fear not! Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense of God. He will come and save you” – Isaiah 35:4 (ESV)

THERE WILL BE REST IN THE LAND

A few days ago as I was sleeping, I felt a significant, physical shift take place in the spirit. It was so big that it woke me from my sleep. What I felt strongly in this shift was something HUGE had moved and shifted and I felt a SIGNIFICANT sense of peace.

I sought the Lord and I heard Him say:

“I am moving the mountains! The large, giant things that have come against My daughters, I am moving them. I am shifting them. My daughters you have taken your stand in faith and continued to believe. I am moving the mountains. I am closing the door on these assaults and mountains. You are stepping into the place of great peace. You will know peace in the land.

“He’s the one who brings peace to your borders, feeding you the most excellent of fare.” (Psalm 147:14 – TPT)

“You will be marked by My power and it shall shift, lift and change everything. My power will ignite you to run, to fly, to be elevated and accelerated.”
(2020)

Has everyone wrapped their heads around the depth of evil and corruption that will be revealed in the following industries/sectors?

?? Govt on federal, state, and local levels (Governors, Sec of State, State Legislatures, mayors, clerks, etc…..)

?? Medical (including doctors, administrators, insurance, vendors, etc.)

?? Big Pharma (deep as ocean)

?? Abortion and sub-industries (sickos)

?? Law Enforcement (Police, judges, “lawyers”)

?? Social “media” (Big Tech)

?? Mainstream media (“news” outlets, newspapers, etc.)

?? Food (yes, food; research)

?? TV; Hollywood, etc. (sold out)

?? Shipping (think)

?? Banking (lending, credit, etc.)

?? Power – (oil, nat gas, electric)

?? Street drugs (including OTC; ex: fentanyl; we see you Pfizer)

?? Human trafficking (sickos)

?? Church / “religion” (hey there “Pope”)

?? “Charities” (Red Cross, etc.)

?? Schools (teachers, admin, boards, vendors) Yes, vendors; textbooks, etc.

?? Organzed crime (deep)

?? Military (whoa) And many, many others. Now, think GLOBALLY. It’s gonna be absolutely Biblical. It’s so much more than a 4 year election. Much more. So any time you say “what’s taking so long?” refer to above. Sometimes, it’s as simple as “follow the money.” Other times look at the large international corporations, like Walmart. Money. Power. Control. Sickness. 

Walmart has been used as a massive front for the trafficking of children. Walmart is involved with the Clinton foundation Evergreen Corp which needed a cover for product in those shipping containers. Remember the Evergreen Ship blocking the Suez Canal? Over a thousand trafficked children and dead bodies were rescued out of shipping containers in the Suez Canal by US Navy Seals. The containers were on an Evergreen Corporation ship that blocked the Canal from Tues. 23 March to Mon 29 March 2021, causing billions in lost revenue to shipping companies internationally. The Seals also found Weapons of Mass Destruction on the six story high vessel – which were believed destined to start a war in the Middle East. Trafficked Children, Bodies, Weapons Found on Evergreen Ship Blocking Suez Canal | Politics | Before It’s News

https://operationdisclosureofficial.com/2021/11/21/12-page-document-on-the-rollout-of-med-beds/