I taught myself to metabolize my grief emotions so it wouldn’t become toxic and destroy me and rob me of the joy of life and hope of a future.

I figured since I was left behind here on purpose, and I better find out that purpose and start living it so I could feel proud of the story I could tell him the other side.

It’s the love we shared that makes me strong and I don’t want his legacy to be that his death destroyed me .

I became very fearful of getting stuck in grief and wasting this life so I ran as fast as I could in the opposite direction towards gratitude and joy because I wanted something more, I wanted to fulfill my destiny on this earth.

Gratitude helps me escape victim mentality which is also my enemy.

I got so mad at the devil for stealing so much and I refused to let him win anymore!

This quote makes sense to me:

“Grief as it’s processed turns to Legacy”

Maybe this will help someone today ????

I love you!

I Believe in you!

We need you to be here present with us!

Please keep fighting your enemy.

We will win!

It is worth it! #gratitude #love #future