My Grief, she speaks…

She has shown me that…

I didn’t know real pain until I was desperately inhaling his sweater for remnants of a scent that once gave me life…

I didn’t know pain until every single moment I shared with the ONE person now I face alone…

I didn’t know pain, until I see the immense hurt in my children’s eyes and know its the one time I can’t make it better…

I didn’t know pain, until our next chapter then became “my new reality” instead…

I can go on for another 35 yrs & infinity…

My Grief she shows me….

That I am stronger than I EVER thought possible…

That I release through my art and feel moments of real joy…

That I will persevere and triumph for my children…

That I will continue to honor myself and break generational curses!

That I will heal, because I am dealing with it,

every single ounce of it…

It’s most definitely not enjoyable, in fact its actually something I wouldn’t wish on anyone!

But, I have GOD on my side, and through him all things are made possible!

I have sooooooooo many images I will be creating for my grief journey,

They will be my next chapter babies, Something that I give life to that in return gives me the life I now need more than ever!

This post isn’t for pity, its to honor my love and to acknowledge YOUR love/loss…

Grief, I see you

I feel you

Until the next time, I ride the wave with you!

Elena

“A remnant of my soul”

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