- I sat through our normal one hour of worship at church last week and didn’t cry once but could rejoice and praise the Lord; every other time I couldn’t stop the tears ?
- I was able to look around at all the happy couples and families and people who still have their husband and father and be happy for them ?
- I am finally able to look at three of my close friends who’s husbands also went through Covid within the last six months and came home alive and I can rejoice for them
- I am able to forgive and feel compassion toward the criminals, Trusting God for justice
- I have more good days than bad days, more joy than sadness
- When I relive our memories, it Brings a smile and gratitude
- I can once again feel others pain and I have way more compassion than ever
I keep pressing in to the waves of grief and emotion when it comes and I let the energy flow in and back out, not Getting Stuck because I resist the truth that this is my reality now and I choose to believe the best is yet to come because God promised he will redeem all the enemy has stolen
I wish I could be at church today but I’ll be driving home 6 hours.
Photo Credit Todd Snyder 2019
